I'm deliriously tired. It might be interesting to try and write something here, in this mood. I was just walking in the city a few moments ago - to catch a few shows and look at stuff. Clothing through windows, that sort of thing. I walked past a big restaurant and noticed two people facedown asleep on one of the tables. I tried to take a photo of them but there was too much reflection from the glass window. I thought, fuck, that's what I feel like.
I've definitely noticed that I seem to be able to do everything much faster these days. Emails, I respond to quicker, conversation, work, sleep. All in a flash. Maybe in the future I can do things at the appropriate speed, faster than the speed of life. Maybe I can get in front of life and take a quick look back on it.
When I had my birthday a couple of weeks ago, I realised that I had become the thing that I wanted to become, and that things are actually ok. I know that circumstances are dire, but I really do feel more optimistic now than ever. This is the only way I know how to be at the moment. This is my methodology.
Friday, September 24, 2010
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Sunday, September 19, 2010
Taking a photo has something to do with time? I keep misplacing it though, it isn't in the same jacket pocket, it isn't in the front compartment of my bag. Man, some interesting things have happened over the past fortnight. I need to make a list. I went for an excellent walk on Tuesday, during the free moment I had. It was immensely textured and beautiful. Now that I'm interested in boring things, I'm never bored.
Posted by Charlie Sofo at 11:16 PM